Child Of God

taken from sally's blog

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This is the Lost Generation






taken from chui's blog..

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After being discharged from the hospital for so long and stayed at my aunt house i really had a lot of free time..
but this free time were kinda boring but little do i know God has His plan for me..

God has really plan out on how to get be back on track on both my health and spiritual walk with Him..

Stay at my aunt's house is really different from staying at home..
as in when i wake up food will be prepare when i am hungry, i can play with my little cousin and guide my cousins with their homework.
most of all its a spirit filled house.. one that im jealous with.. not just the size of the house but its the presence.. the presence of God is so easily felt..
unlike at home..

God is a good God. He gives us the decision and power to choose. He gives us the freedom as a creation.
everyone makes their own decision and everyone has the choice on how to live their life.
This road that i choose is still far. and i know there is still a lot of this to be done.

throughout all these time i realize the time we have on hand is really not a lot..
its really not enough!!
i wanna do what God has show me and fulfill my destiny!!! xD

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hey guys..
have been hospitalize since 7 march till now..
currently at Raffles Hospital aka Raffles Hotel hahax..
yea its really a great private hospital after all!!
currently recovering and the detail will be updated when the photos come..

but of all i wanna Thank my mum for being with me and
the following grps of people:

those who send mi to the hospital on the 7th - ShuHui, Walter, Cindy

Jocelyn, Melvin, Sally, YanRong, WahJu JieJie, Joy, Felicia, WeiBin,Darren, TanJin,  Wilmer Delvis, TengHong, ChaoLun, Kenethe, Eugene, Gary, Wendy, Lawrenece, Perry

Cindy, Gerry, YinTeen, XueJun, Ana, Walter, Rayner, JiaXyn, JiaYen, Nan

My cousin billy, xing yi(cousin's gf), brandon, jia min, my mum frens

and also those who have been praying for mi and wrote cards to me!!!

a very big THANK YOU!!!!


and happen to see this video on youtube to day, the guy is really funny!!!

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celebrating jocelyn's bday!!

oh man im starting to love my cellgrp!! hahax..
must work on love ppl!!
XD!!!

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ever since after my exams life have been really really fun!!
going out..
staying out late..
playing..
hahax.. i really like my frens and we enjoy spending time together..
but still we have to work...
and abt work it kinda bore me to death...
going down to office and off to survey or calling.. ahhhh..
recuitment recuitment!!
OFFERING PART-TIME SALE JOB!!
INTRESTED PARTY DO LEAVE A MSG!!
hahax..

i so looking forward to going out to tmr!!!

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Lips of an Angel - Hinder




Honey why are you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me?
Will it start a fight?
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late?

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firstly yea another song added to my blog hahax..
and then..
recently have been mugging for my final exam in my 3 years of life in polytechnic...
all this thing happen so fast.. it was like an blink of an eye...
i remember..
while i was mugging in school with my frens we stop half way and chat abt this 3 years of going thru everything together..
we shared a fair amount of ups and downs..
we were able to identify each others strong and weak points..
and all of us have walk down this 3 years of road together..
finally now awaiting for the final paper..

nxt will await for may to come for our graduation ceremony..
and that will mark an end of poly life...
i will have to say it was really great..
and without my poly frens i think it wont have been that fun..
yea..
Gary.. Ken.. Zhao.. Zihao.. Eugene.. Law.. Glen...
thx u all!!! =')

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i neither like someone else nor is there anione in my heart rite now..
its empty..
and i ask God to take everything away...

Tonight - FM Static




I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

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Recapping for the past few weeks of life in process.....

there were ups and downs..
there were lies and betrays...
but well that whats we will get in this life that we live..

but still i choose to forgive and forget..
i know i felt like having revenge..
i know i felt like knocking myself down..
but i thank God for being there even thou i forgetten all abt Him..

i praise Him when im at my lowest..
i seek Him when i feel like giving up or in frustration..
and He was faithful...

this year i started the year giving and blessing ppl around me..
as im trying to fulfil my building fund..
God challenged me here and there..

just being a steward i obeyed him..
bought my mum something cost 2XXX..
gave a big offering..

and God blessed me..
with a breaking record for my CNY ang bao..
and i was able to hit my sale record and promote to a ME..

it was really Great..
but im still trying and seeking for my first love that was lost...

counting down to the days left to exams..
counting down to the days left to my graduation..
counting down to the days left to the end of the promise made with God..
most importantly awaiting for a new beginning in life..

hahax... i cant wait for graduation!!!

PS : who need part-time job do approach mi!!!!

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作詞：陳穎見、陳天佑、Wonderful 作曲：陳穎見


嗚。。。愛 只剩下軀殼 為什麼還不放手卻拉扯
是我 不甘心還是不捨 為何我還在固執的拔河

其實我 真的很難過 只是難過都淪為沉默
可能我 真的不懂得 讓你更快樂

我想和你在一起 卻在你未來缺席
給你的愛 那些美麗已長成蔓藤纏著我的生命
在你的未來缺席 像是一齣劇本未完待續
預留伏筆 把未完成從容繼續
如果還有如果 就算瞬間老去毫不猶豫

愛是不是都一樣 無論多漫長 終究曲終人散
可是 我不想因為不敢 怯步沮喪 然後半途收場

其實我 真的很難過 只是難過都淪為沉默
可能我 真的不懂得 讓你更快樂

我想和你在一起 卻在你未來缺席
給你的愛 那些美麗 已長成蔓藤纏著我的生命
在你的未來缺席 像是一齣劇本未完待續
預留伏筆 把未完成從容繼續
如果還有如果 擁抱你不猶豫

能不能將你的樣子都忘掉
捨不捨得愛 讓我控制不了
只想要 把你擁抱

其實愛上一個人沒有解藥
我的靜脈留著愛陪你到老
原來我 還會微笑

我真的想和你在一起 卻在你未來缺席
在你的未來缺席 像是一齣劇本 未完待續
預留伏筆 把未完成從容繼續
如果還有如果 就算瞬間老去毫不猶豫

新年 is coming!!!
ok Chinese New Year a.k.a CNY is around the corner yea!!!

im really really excited about it, as i can be with my relative and also get their contact to do sale hehex...
i just love CNY and ang bao!!! yes yes ang bao is my favourite hahax..

this year will be different from those other years as my father side is having a bbq!! yea a time to build relationship with my cousins and relative..
and also my mother's side i wanna have fun with my cousin there too!! those that grow up with mi.. but most of them are attach liao..

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PS: sally wan come my side mahx? hahax...

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Parents...
they are those who will provide food and clothing for you..
provide money and love..

but i do not really see that in mine..
recently joined venture era, even thou it is a mlm company but it function in a diff view..
i just wanna show my her the company and who trustworthy can it be.. but excuses upon excuses were given..
my new year resolution is to spend more time with my mum but the attitude she is giving is really diff..
even an hour of her time to show her what i am doing does nt really seem significant in her..
therefore dun tok abt love that one parent will give.. even a decent encouragement or even understanding and concern is nt reached..

i wonder how would they themselves feel..
they say we should respect them.. but do they respect their mother or father?
do they shout at them? do they? do they? do they..

i really wonder if that is what parents is all about why not just let everyone leave to decide on their own when they are born..
why not let them decide whether or not he/she wanna come to this world..
why..
why..
why...

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a nice and peaceful song from the anime Code Geass season 2 ending..


Continued Story - Hitomi

thou i do not understand nihon fully but this is really a touching song..
but really this is a touching song..
after things that has happen, people still have to continue on..
every wonderful story has its own ending..
be it sad or happy..
people will still be affected but the story still continues..

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today's service was really short but great!!! really enjoyed it to the max and especially my dearest sally came!!!
oh man really hope that she can join us more often in 2009!!! (thats one of my vision)

Pastor started the msg with 'Jesus said remember lot wife' and i already know what he meant hahax..
yea it was fun.. abt not looking back...
indeed 3 more days to the end of 2008 it has been a great year but i just know God has even greater things plan in 2009 for mi XD!!!
cant wait for 2009 to come...

thxgiving cg was great!!!!
oh man i love you lar delvis hahax.. u are really the brother that i choose not to give up on and yes u are the one man!! hahax..
thx for the gift =D!!



also had supper last nite with my frens and i told them 'its the last supper for 2008 please make it' hahax...
we had so much fun and laugher yes i just love hanging out with my secondary school frens we just eat and chat till we drop hahax..
and yea zac said this hahax... call in the
Land Operations, Strike and Emergency Response Soldiers - L.O.S.E.R.S.

hahax... yea!!!

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was blog hopping and saw this at sally's blog...
wooh... its so good that i will show it off too!!
so sally thx and with luv!! hahax..


From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England werenot permitted to practice their faith openly. Someoneduring that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Eachelement in the carol has a code word for a religious realitywhich the children could remember

-The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ.
-Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments.
-Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love.
-The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John.
-The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament.
-The six geese a-laying stood for the six days of creation.
-Seven swans a-swimming represented the sevenfold gifts of the Holy Spirit--Prophesy, Serving, Teaching, Exhortation, Contribution, Leadership, and Mercy.
-The eight maids a-milking were the eight beatitudes.
-Nine ladies dancing were the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit--Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control.
-The ten lords a-leaping were the ten commandments.
-The eleven pipers piping stood for the eleven faithful disciples.
-The twelve drummers drumming symbolized the twelve points of belief in the Apostles' Creed.


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for the past 2 days was down with food poisoning, gastic flu and high fever..
currently still having stupid food poisoning causing me to have to stick to plain non-oily or non-spicy food T-T...
Food.. Food.. Food..
i wanna eat my chocolates!!!
i wanna eat KFC!!!
i wanna eat BK!!!
i wanna eat BUFFET!!!

everyone please pray for mi!!
specificly!!
i wan healing.. pray that i will be well tmr.. totally healed!!

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WELCOME BACK SALLYYYY!!!!

ok im back!! hahax..

out to orchard again!!
was with SALLYYYY!!!! hahax..
went to catch twilight. man it was nice and yea it was as i imagine how it would be like even thou i haven read the book hahax..
then walked aimlessly around town and chat a lot..
stopped at kino and i was so into comic again.. so bought 2 comic that i have been wanting to buy and twilight book.. ok i shall read and determine how diff isit from the movie hahax..



going there today remind mi of stuff...
stuff that happen a year ago..
just about the same time..
but some stuff just have to be like that..

but greater things are yet to come...

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changing what you desire will change your habit and behavior..
i wanna change!!!

realizing things that is to come..
and since year end is coming and the harvest is plentiful..
now the time is coming..

even thou my test are coming i know i will be able to invite frens to come!!
the God i know is the Alpha and Omega
the end is always better then the beginning..

Test dates:
tuesday------ Basic Aero
wednesday------ Human Factors
friday------ GTE

pray for mi!!!!! ^^

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ok update as request from my dearest sally hahax..

12 nov..
was working with sameul and fren as a tourguide again!! and this time there isn't any specific destination to go so just went to places where the group i was taking wanna go. well what can i say jap are so kawaii nei... hahax.. this time my group consist of 4 girls and 2 guys, all i can say is they are rather worse then my previous groups of guys in language but they are riches then the previous group hahax..
we went to bugis, merlion near fullaton one hotel, chinatown and orchard. was having the idea of bringing them to far east to shop but 2 of them requested for a tax exceptation shopping so it was DFS. and the fun part is here.
Samuel and i say: DFS EXPENSIVE NEI..
1 of the girl say: Dajiobu (mean its ok)
and we nearly fainted hahax..
indeed japanese spending power in other country is WAH!!! hahax... and brought them back to downtown east for to assemble and the girl one by one came to me to take photos MUAHAHAHAX!!! but i 4gt to use my hp to take haiz...... =.=

13 nov
a restless day.. my longest studying day and it totally bore me to death.....

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